Late Night Rambles 

What the fuck am I so afraid of? Every person has a story, a history, a future and the power to act. Every day brings with it millions of opportunities for life to go one way or the other. It’s all about choices we make and the convuluted act of just going for it. 

We (maybe I should say I, but a collective make it easier to swallow) want to do something. Then, we spend so many days, months and years talking about it instead of acting. What is with human nature that makes us this way? We all know that life is finite, yet we procrastinate carelessly until it’s too late. Only then do some of us wake up and wish we could’ve done it all differently. 
Not me. Not anymore. 

I am going for it. I only have small inklings of what it is, but I will know when I’ve done it. I can feel that is the truth. I’m trusting intuition, finally. 

I am going to explore and do things I’ve never done and see what I come back with, or without. Mind games and tricks can put illusionary limits on capabilities. I am learning to quiet those unneeded thoughts. There’s a whole lot of brain power that I won’t allow to be left unused and potential lingering that needs to be ignited. 
T-3 days until takeoff. 

The Life I Want

isn’t perfect. It’s filled with its ups and downs, but the sum of positive moments outweigh the negative ones. And from every undesirable circumstance, there’s something that I learn. The life I want is passionate, adventurous, calm, and exciting. It’s inundated with travels, but also comfortable at home, in my own shoes. It lacks judgment and is always complete with learning and trying new things. It’s shared with the people I love, it nurtures new souls into the world, and it understands acceptance. It grows old with wisdom and grace, but before it’s there, it revels in the beauty and freedom of being young.

I’m designing the life I want, with each step I take–slowly, but surely.